And there he lies. On a sofa in a house so similar to Bobby’s. His coat loosely draped over his shoulders. That coat, that last bit of “Old!Cas”, of “Re-angeled!Cas”, what’s much more in focus though is the collar. The plaid underneath the brown. The humanity underndeath the angel persona. I don’t think we have seen so much plaid of the collar ever before. And it fits perfectly with us seeing it more and more - along with Cas sleeping underneath a plaid blanket in 10x01 - the weaker, the more human he gets. This is pure headcanon, but wouldn’t it be great if Cas’ storyline ended with him wearing a plaid shirt? It would be so hugely symbolic to where his alliances lie and who and what he wants to be…
Tagging ladyofthesilent because I think she’ll love the Sleepy!Almost Human!Cas. :)
the worst way for friendships to end is for literally nothing to go wrong, you just stop talking. they stop messaging you to see how youre doing and you get sick of being the first one to initiate conversation so you just let the friendship go and wonder how that person is doing and never hear from them again
1. You left your old t-shirts at my house. They still smell like you so I wear them to bed pretending it’s your arms that are wrapped around me and not just the cloth.
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2. I’m got drunk at this party and I have to drive home.
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3. I saw you at the supermarket with your mom today, I ran because I couldn’t bare looking at you a second longer.
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4. I kissed someone last night and he pulled away. I think it was because he could still taste the remains of you, I haven’t had the courage to wash you away yet.
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5. I miss you so fucking much it hurts.
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6. I’m scared because the voices are back and I can’t stop it. You used to help me fight them off, you used make them stop.
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7. I think I left my favorite CD at your house, what did you think of track 5?
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8. I took my smokes out and all I could hear was you saying, “you need to put those cancer sticks away. I won’t kiss you if you light that thing.” I put them away instantly hoping you’d come kiss me.
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9. Fuck I stained the sink red again. The blood won’t come out this time and my arm won’t stop bleeding. I’m really scared, I don’t know if I can do this on my own.
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10.I still wait for you to come back. My bed feels too big for just one person.
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The first time was when we were best friends. I could tell you anything about my past, no matter how fucked up it was. Not once did you ever make me feel less than I should. You built me up and made me whole again.
The second time was when you became my boyfriend. We were young, reckless, naive but that didn’t stop us from loving each other furiously. I was you and you were me, we were one. We got lost in each other.
The third time was after we made love for the first time. The next morning when I woke up in your arms you looked at me like I was beautiful, like I was your entire world. For the first time I felt like I was enough.
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I’ve been in love three times but with one person (via n4ughty-y)
